Not Today - Mary J. Blige

Why wont you grow up and be a man someday
I can't believe that you're still playing silly games
Now why do I put up with all this childish play
Now if your word is all you have, then you ain't worth a damn thing
You told me everyday (that you made)
You never ever came (not for me)
I really want to believe (but not today)
Not today, not today, not today
You're the worst, I can't even depend on you
You say a lot of good things, but somethin' else you always do
Be a man of your word, try to love something or love in you
But now you can be on your way, because I don't want you today
Bought a house, bought the kids
Lifestyles we would live
Who the f**k you really is
In my face all the time
Spittin' line afta line
Broke down my wall and you got in my mind
You's a fake, shoulda known
All the times I was shown
Believe what I saw and your cover was blown
Break up leave, make up please
You's a magician, all the tricks up your sleeve
Have me for a minute an' I was in it
You played good but I'ma bet you gotta get it
So I make moves and I'ma leave you where you at dog, chill
Go back to square one, wait for somethin' real
Selfish nigga, coulda helped you nigga
Usually know betta but I felt you nigga
I guess gettin' in my head was part of the plan
Cause in reality, the only thing you givin' me is
You told me everyday (that you made)
You never ever came (not for me)
I really want to believe (but not today)
Not today, not today, not today
You told me everyday (that you made)
You never ever came (not for me)
I really want to believe (but not today)
Not today, not today, not today
Don't let him waste your time girl (don't let him waste your time girl)
He's only tellin' lies girl (he's only tellin' some lies to you)
Then he apologizes (and he will, he will)
Don't believe all that mess cause he will do it again
You told me everyday (that you made)
You never ever came (not for me)
I really want to believe (but not today)
Not today, not today, not today