[ti:Difficult]
[ar:Eminem]
[al:Trailer Park Celebrity(Bootleg]
[by:]
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[00:00.58]They ask me am I ok They ask me if I'm happy
[00:03.64]Are they asking me that because of the shit that's been thrown at me
[00:06.57]Or am I just a little snappy
[00:08.42]And they genuinly care
[00:10.06]Doody most of my life it's just been me and you there
[00:13.00]And I continuosly stare at pictures of you
[00:15.72]I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to but I do
[00:19.59]Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me
[00:22.35]What the fuck good does that do me now
[00:24.42]But somehow I know you're near me in presence
[00:26.74]Or I went and drop some presents off to ease it to them
[00:29.63]Two little beautiful boys of yours to try to ease their minds a little
[00:34.00]And dawg you'll never believe this
[00:35.63]But Sharonda actually talks to me now
[00:38.19]Jesus and everyone elese is just tryna pick up the pieces
[00:42.19]Man how you touch so many lives and just leave us
[00:45.05]They say grievance has a way of affecting everyone different
[00:47.69]
[00:48.26]If it's true how the fuck am I supposed to get over you
[00:51.38]Difficult as it sounds
[00:52.82]
[01:17.52]Doody that's what we call eachother
[01:19.84]I don't know where it came from but it just stuck with us
[01:22.79]We was always brothers
[01:24.45]Never thought about eachothers skin colours
[01:26.21]
[01:26.82]Til one day we was walking up the block in the summer
[01:29.94]It was like 90 degrees I was catching a sun burn
[01:33.45]Tryna walk under the trees
[01:34.96]Just to give me some comfort
[01:36.40]I'm moaning I just wanna get home
[01:38.23]When I look over in his shirt is off
[01:40.29]I'm like you gon fry and like
[01:42.05]No I won't I'm black stupid
[01:43.73]Black people they got melatonin
[01:46.10]And their skin don't burn
[01:47.66]Meanwhile my face is glowing and I felt
[01:49.85]Like I'm on fire
[01:50.92]And the entire time you're just laughing at me
[01:53.61]And snapping at me with your shirt bastard
[01:55.87]And I still have to get you back for that shit
[01:58.63]And by the way them playboy rings
[02:00.39]My mother stole from you
[02:01.77]Well I finally got em back shit
[02:03.53]It must have been at least 16 years ago
[02:06.66]Well I put em in your casket
[02:08.94]Moving past it it still ain't registered yet
[02:11.19]But you can bet you're legacy they'll never forget
[02:14.56]The motor city mo-town
[02:15.64]
[02:16.26]Hip hop vet hip hop shop dreads
[02:19.20]It don't stop there
[02:20.67]Yeah as difficult as it sounds
[02:22.31]
[02:46.59]And this might sound a little strange but I'm a tell it
[02:49.35]I found that jacket that you left at my wedding
[02:51.66]And I picked it up to smell it
[02:53.24]I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass
[02:56.18]And hang up in the hallway so I can always look at it
[02:59.63]And as for me and D12 we feel like fuck rap
[03:02.76]It feels like our general just fucking died in our lap
[03:05.90]We shut off all our pages
[03:07.10]All our cell numbers is changed
[03:08.54]Our two-ways are in the trash
[03:10.43]So some cats will have to find a new way
[03:12.49]And I know the dreams will die with you today
[03:15.30]But the truth is there all still here and you ain't
[03:18.81]Purple gang you gotta press on
[03:21.06]Don't ever give up the dream dog
[03:23.26]I got love for you all
[03:24.80]And Doody it's true you bought people together who never
[03:27.91]Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you
[03:31.31]You were the peacemaker doody
[03:33.19]I know sometimes you were moody
[03:34.75]But you hated confrontation
[03:36.33]And truly hated the feuding
[03:38.07]But you were down for yours whenever it came to scrapping
[03:41.37]If it had to happen it had to happen
[03:43.39]Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to
[03:46.44]Throw them balls back on Dresden
[03:47.81]From making cars to paintballing
[03:50.12]To getting arrested
[03:51.12]To sitting across from eachother in cells laughing and jesting
[03:54.12]They tried to hit us for 5 years for that no question
[03:57.12]I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up
[03:59.07]Didn't show up for court
[04:00.71]So we got off on a technicality left sweating
[04:03.50]Me you and what's his face
[04:05.12]I forgot his fucking name
[04:06.94]Shame he even came to your funeral
[04:09.02]He betrayed our team
[04:10.20]And if I see him again I'm a punch him in the fucking face
[04:13.44]And that's on Hallie Jade Whitney Lane and Alaina's name
[04:16.63]I let the pistol bang once just to leak a shot in the air
[04:20.35]For you and pour some liquor out for you with Obie in the parking lot of 54
[04:24.98]Just before we were supposed to get in cars
[04:27.81]To come and see you
[04:28.99]It's more difficult as it sounds