[ti:Lullaby (Radio Edit)]
[ar:Professor Green/Tori Kelly]
[al:Now That's What I Call Music 89]
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[00:00.01]Lullaby (Radio Edit) - Professor Green/Tori Kelly
[00:00.43]All the times I have laid in your light
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[00:06.13]When your love kept me safe through the night
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[00:10.66]All the time I was sure you were mine
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[00:16.43]And before time demands our goodbye
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[00:21.59]Can you sing me a last lullaby
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[00:27.12]It's been a while since I last dreamt
[00:28.98]Barely remember what it's like to dream
[00:31.33]Finding it hard to get to sleep too stressed
[00:33.77]And there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me
[00:36.47]Pretend shit doesn't get to me
[00:38.11]And I suffer in silence when I'm hurting
[00:40.32]A man's problems are his own
[00:41.84]And it's my burden
[00:43.37]Tossing and turning trying to get to sleep
[00:45.42]But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working
[00:48.40]I ponder on things I shouldn't bother with
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[00:50.97]Off the rails my train of thought's wandering
[00:53.53]Sick of pretending to be so happy
[00:55.68]All the while my anxiety eats away at me
[00:58.12]My skin crawls I look up to the sky
[01:00.70]And it falls the walls close in and it's
[01:03.44]As if all the good in my life disappears
[01:05.61]In an instant happiness is so distant
[01:08.18]So seeing the ones who I love the ones who love me
[01:10.96]But I don't wanna tell 'em how I feel in case they judge me
[01:13.65]It's just me wish I could let somebody in
[01:16.12]But I ain't ever been too trusting
[01:18.06]All the times I have laid in your light
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[01:23.53]When your love kept me safe through the night
[01:27.12]
[01:27.98]All the time I was sure you were mine
[01:33.08]
[01:33.85]And before time demands our goodbye
[01:37.51]
[01:38.98]Can you sing me a last lullaby
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[02:06.01]I've barely had any sleep when I get up
[02:08.22]Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors
[02:10.79]Like it's only when I'm leathered that I sleep better
[02:13.27]Might sleep better when I get up I'm weak
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[02:16.10]It just makes my day harder I wonder if
[02:18.08]It would've been any different if I had a father that I knew
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[02:21.81]Could it have helped shape the way that I grew
[02:24.37]But the point of things I never have went from
[02:26.05]Being a reason for the things that I do
[02:27.84]To just being an excuse that I'd use
[02:30.33]I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do
[02:33.01]Find something other than negativity for my fuel
[02:35.96]But I feed off it even when I don't seem bothered
[02:38.70]I hide everything that's going on inside
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[02:40.90]Guess it's been a while since I've been honest I need help
[02:43.52]But I deny it and even lie to myself like I'm fine
[02:46.45]All the times I have laid in your light
[02:50.80]
[02:51.40]When your love kept me safe through the night
[02:55.00]
[02:55.82]All the time I was sure you were mine
[03:00.98]
[03:01.64]And before time demands our goodbye
[03:05.51]
[03:06.77]Can you sing me a last lullaby
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[03:12.27]I just wish someone would tell me it would be ok
[03:14.45]
[03:15.11]But pessimism leads me to believe that it won't
[03:17.43]To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness
[03:19.99]Is hard and depression is a slippery slope
[03:22.57]I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope though
[03:25.08]So I carry on even though it's hard to
[03:27.60]The only thing that's definite is death and things always change
[03:30.62]As long as you give 'em a chance to
[03:32.63]All the times I have laid in your light
[03:36.90]
[03:37.77]When your love kept me safe through the night
[03:41.64]
[03:42.24]All the time I was sure you were mine
[03:46.59]
[03:48.05]And before time demands our goodbye
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[03:53.04]Can you sing me a last lullaby